Thursday, October 23, 2008
what did just happen?
well there are several things that just happened
First: Em-em together with her family will be migrating to Canada.
I never thought that this moment would come, and just END here.
Men I'm so Depressed.
the another sad thing is that
not only Em-em will migrating; Leila with her sisters will be going back to Canada.
Is this really meant to happen?
My two Best of Best Friends will be Leaving
And I can't do anything just to enjoy the LAST DAYS.
It was September 23, 2008 when Em-em and Her Sister drop-out from school. I drew some memories about us, and stuffs: you know that.
well even though I forget them or the memories we made, when we grow up. it's fine cause I always treasure them in my heart. there are no other BEST FRIENDS would come my way and will replace them.
by the way here's our picture in left that's Leila.
on the center, whose wearing pink with stripe that's Em-em.
and in the right that's me.
**I'm not that type of person who consider end of friendship when someone has to leave cause it's like another Chapter or another start for our lives as friends.
it's not that I hate them.
neither I want to revenge.
I don't want to revenge cause
Revenge are for narrow and small minds.
Right?
and it's dumb!
I'm just mad with them cause
I don't like the way they treat me anymore.
it's bothering me.
I thought that they are different. now it ends up like this they are same with my other people.
I better keep this for myself (this part only)
well on second thought I think I should say it cause ... it's for you to know it.
these past few days I feeling I'm with them but they always making me feel Out of Place. by talking about something that I can't connect with. well sometimes they are the one talking with each other. Actually I feel we are fooling each other cause I'm not their real friend .
Urgh! Why can't I explain it in a way that you can fathom.
as what I published in my previous entry, Leila and me are best friend since grade 6. when were in First year Biel and Leila became BEST FRIENDS.
now were in Second year or in other system of education: it's 8th grader,
Biel remains Best Friend but in a way that she's higher than me. while Me it seems a Friend. well what I mean is that I was banned or something, but not literary. when they talking who are there best friend they will say Leila/ Biel then after few seconds they'll say "you are my Best Friend, too." I feel I am like a flat round or in other word Extra in their relationship. They give me some doubts that "are you certain?" I feel they are forced to tell that same old Lie every time when that was happening so,
I wrote Biel A letter addressing her what I feel.
but I think we both commit ourselves a mistake.
in my side I get mad without explaining face-to-face.
but I already explain it on my letter.
*SIGH*
Moving on...
third: I hate it people starting to copying my ideas.
such as in Friendster in my shout-out about //"I'm working on my profile."//
instead of using that I used "My profile is still under construction..." and also in friendster about people please have your originality.
like that don't you have mind of your own?
If yes USE it, you dumby!
don't copy or get the Idea of my works.
you Xerox Machine, Scanner, Copy-Paste!
ok sorry about that.
now I'm scared of exposing my ideas.
they seemed the people making things that are made in China
Cause if we'll compare it in real life situation it's like I am a famous fashion designer and I designed a Bag, then someone bought my product then copied every details. see the connection?
Thursday, October 23, 2008
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