Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Sometimes the pain's too strong to bare...&&
life gets so hard you just don't care.  YOU FEEL SO ALONE you just sit and cry...every second you wish you could die.  Then you start thinking who would care...if one day they woke up-and you weren't there.


Wednesday, January 12, 2011

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There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did.  There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye.  When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.


Wednesday, January 12, 2011

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Saturday, May 30, 2009



Saturday, May 30, 2009

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

SUMMER '09
this is one of the pretty intersting summer.
☺First Summer Class I take for the statistics
☻Competive Swimming Training.
☺Twitter Mania
that are some of the activities I take during Summer furlough.
at first I find it boring but as days would pass there's nothing I could say but
"I could get use of these." but Sad to say My summer 2009 is near to come to an end.
At June 4 start of school year. What I really, really utterly love during summer is the Parties, Swimming & twitter.

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on the SWIMMING PART over the other the fence is like a mini Farm. and there are herd of sheeps plus a goose. The goose is so odd that it imitate what the sheeps life are. like the way they make sound (the MeEEee thing) stuffs like that. biologically speaking, this is the first thought that pops in to my mind :there is a reason why is it acting that way. The imprint Memory it is the instint of animals like birds, when the egg hatch, the first thing it will see will like tattoo on it's mind and it will think that it's their mother. But That's not the reason why is it acting that way cause when the goose was brought it is not in the egg anymore it's already like a mature goose. whatever it is The goose has definitely hay Pyschological disorder.

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twitter Mania.

thanks to Biel (@thankyougarvity)who sugggest this link. I met new people all over the world. but there is two only I really like to talk to. they are like a Sister in Distance,

they are @jakeluver aka. Lande

And @xsweetsistersx aka Sabrina

Lande is from Peterborough, UK. Sabrina Tarnar is from West London.

I love them both.

sisters in distance.

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Parties. I'm not into parties seriously. I'm the kind of person who rather stay home and listen to music so I'm like homebuddy type. I don't like noise at all. but there is two I really like. FIRST at Tanya's house. it's not really like Party where there is dancing, stuffs like that It's more on We Came over at them. We had a lot of fun. Second and the last but not the least was at Ate Allora that was MAY 1. We celebrate her 17th birthday. I love their batch (my favorite to be exact)



Saturday, May 23, 2009

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Yeah you heard it right. If I lose my patience and control myself I Might kill Our maid.
See, I never get this furious before, seriously in my entire life.
If we're gonna compare my situation to a fairytale,
Our maid is like a EVIL step mother but worse ( that should be WORST.)
but take note I have a mother and she's just a maid.
She usually act like she own our house or something.
She always talk like she's so great, smart.
She was our maid since 2002 and yes it's 2009.

&& YES IT"S A LONG STORY.
but I will give some detail....
♦She always whine.
♦SHe's is so fucking plastic.
♦My mom is soo nice that she always allow anything that our Maid does.
•She turn our house like a rest house for her family.
•Our maid is always defensive when it comes to Lost things
so we can't help but doubt her.
•When our laundry are cleaned, she will usually fold it, iron it
and then she just so LAAZZZY she just put it in our bed.
what does she expect, us to put it in our closet. duh it's her JOB.
•SHE BACKSTAB EVERYONE.
•every summer we have training for competitive swimming,
She said "everyone can learn swimming without studying it."
It is not us who wants to swim but it's Mom.
&& there are lot of more experience. I am sure that she has lots of issues and someday, I know she will eat her words and will be fired.

TRULY SHE'S THE MOST EVIL HUMAN BEING i'VE MET.


Wednesday, May 06, 2009

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Friday, March 13, 2009

When the devil comez up 2 u wit a handful of promisez,dont be so quick 2 say yes,no matter how nice it might look!
Never say the sky's the limit when there are footprints on the moon.
If you looked inside a girl you would see how much she really cries. you would find so many secrets and lots of lies. What you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything's wrong.
It doesn't matter anymore i guess things happen for a reason.and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed to be. Moving on is a process and you have to promise yourself that you're ready to let go.

Sometimes we must fall in order to grow, fail in order to know that our visions clear only after they're washed away with tears.
I'm the type of girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence at something that happened yesterday.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it
happened.
Always listen to your heart, because your head has
too much to say
Just when you realize life's a bitch, it has puppies.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade and sell it for $100 a cup
Judge me, I'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do, I'll tell you off. Say I'm not worth it & watch where I end up. Call me a bitch & I'll show you one. Screw me over & I'll come back twice as bad. Call me crazy; you have no idea.
"carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero." seize the day, while trusting little on what tomorrow might bring.

KARMA -"What goes around comes around." and when it comes around it's gonna hit you FUCKING HARD...So don't do the ones you love wrong because, KARMA will do your ass twice as WRONG!
Just because I smile doesn't mean that I'm happy, because it takes one smile to cover a million tears
Life is not like a pencil, if you make a mistake, it can't be erased. Life is more like a pen, you can use white out to cover it up, but you'll always be reminded of the spot where you made a mistake

Friends are like condoms; theyre there for you when things get hard

The irony of life is no one gets out of it alive.

Friendship isn't a big thing, It's a million little things

She's the song you tried to sing and the note that you couldn't hit


Friday, March 13, 2009

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

queer encounters, that's the title of my new book.
Which is written and published by me.

so, it's based on reality
I just change the name of the characters.
I cannot say that it's beautiful but I put all of my effort doing it.
I don't know why do I keep posting here knowing the fact that No body's even visiting
this site but I won't let that as a hindrance broadcast my opinion.

back to the point, queer encounters
I hope you like it.
though the previous book I wrote is more beautiful
from the grammar to story.
just hope you enjoy

NOTE: only chosen people are allowed to read my story
but if you want to read it just comment it right away
everyone can leave comments though you don't have account here.
soothe yourself!


Saturday, February 28, 2009

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Monday, February 9, 2009

what the latest news about moi?
I been busy for the past days and I can't find the time to
blog & gouge out all these blathers.

First I just turned 15 years old 3 weeks ago (Jan. 22)
I just gave my speech after the intrams.
During that inauguration of mine I said sorry to Biel
but nothing seems turn out. And infact it seems that
she didn't hear a thing.
Second.... awww... things getting to be intense and penetrating
but that's the way I want it to be.
I got a new Crush, well a serious crush.
that guy is the third one to have the serious crush.
I don't know if this is Crush, infatuation, Love or something.
all I know is that he also look back at me--- a lot.
well there's two probabilities on why he looking back at me for several times
1.) He likes me too
2.) He making obvseration on me cause my feeling shows.
I like the first reason but on the second reason it's kind of irratating yet it kills me.
but I came to this conclusion which is the reason#2 is more dominant cause
if he likes me He will start to make that moves without hesitation.
but that's fine with me I don't really expect him to love me back though I think I'm lying
but it's the reality, take it or leave it, If we leave it the are 0-9% chance of getting it back
if take it all we can do is Deal with it. and as what they say your life depends on how you look at it.

*yawn*
well it's getting late so I will tell you more on my next entry you better wait for good things to come.


Monday, February 09, 2009

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Pregnant for 60 years since 1948
STUNNED doctors discovered a woman complaining of stomach ache had been carrying her unborn child for 60 YEARS.

Huang Yijun, 92, of Huangjiaotan, southern China, was told by medics in 1948 that her child had died in the womb.
Doctors demanded £100 to remove it, so she walked away.
She said: "It was a huge sum at the time - more than the whole family earned in several years so I did nothing and ignored it.”

First
But the secret emerged when Huang hurt her stomach and went to hospital for a scan.
Dr Liu Anbin at Qingshen hospital said: "I couldn’t believe my eyes when I discovered she had a baby in her belly.
“I’ve been a doctor for more than 40 years and it’s the first time I have seen something like this."
Now medics are carrying out further tests to see if Huang needs an operation to remove the baby.
Consultant Xu Xianming, director of the Obstetrics and Gynecology department at the hospital, said: "Normally a dead foetus would decay. It’s very rare that Huang can be so healthy."


Wednesday, January 21, 2009

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

* I know it's 2009 eversince January so it's 13 after new year and almost 2 weeks
but what the heck? ... well the story is ... I usually write the date at our board everyday
then I always write January {date} ,2008. well it's sort of my hang over with 2008.

aye, want proof? look at my previous entry. I just noticed that just about... mmmm..
lately since my laziness was always with me I didn't change it. what? I just don't get did I said.
okay that's all for now


bye 2008, I'm in 2009 right now, caoi!


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

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